The Guilt I can Handle...

I am having a much harder time than I thought getting back on the wagon. Even though falling off hurt, it isn't nearly as difficult as getting back on. I can handle the guilt that I have been overindulging and blaming it on the semi vacation. I can not handle going back to eating the way I know I need to.

I don't know if it is the over abundance of stress, or just trying to enjoy myself for a few days instead of being super strict, but I need to get back up there!

My goals have a very strict time line. I will make it. I will get back up there!!

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