Giving Up - Again

Obviously, I had given up, yet again, on myself. or some reason, I just can't seem to keep my motivation. I have none.

I wish there was a magic pill, that even if it can't make me lose weight, it could at least give me the motivation to drop it.

Well, Here I am again, and this time, I have a difficult, short term goal. I want to lose 29 pounds in 7 weeks. That is pretty hard core, and I am going to try. I think seeing this as a short term goal is going to help me.

I don't know, but I am going to try.

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